So the NSA has been spying on American citizens (officially) since 2002. Shit, my dad has been telling me that for the past 20 years.

Pshah.

I'm getting antsy about staying here. I wanna come home. I don't think that I'd be able to do that unless I already knew that I was getting there in a few days, but now- yeah. Definitely want to be there. Apparently my mom and Vinni went go get a Christmas tree yesterday.. or the day before or whatever. I'll tell ya the reason I can't remember...

I have this one pill called Divalproex which is now in a huge pill. I just take one a day. But before that, I had to take a bunch of little pills of it until I got the big one delivered to the pharmacy. I was looking through a pill box and a saw the little pills and took about 5. I was pretty sure it'd be WAYYYY too little, bit I'd hoped that it'd be enough to at least get me going for the day.

Turns out I had taken out Klonopin, which is a stress reliever/relaxer. I take one every once in a while. And by once in a while, I mean once in three months or so. And I here I am, and I just took five. All of Saturday was spent in bed sleeping. When I ask people if I asked them this-n-that yesterday, they say, 'No, that was two days ago'. All I remember is that I force fed dinner by Aparna and then passing out again. Oh yeah, and falling alot, because my legs were weird. Really really weird. Note to self- don't go for the green pils. Green pills=bad.

Out.