I'm getting antsy about staying here. I wanna come home. I don't think that I'd be able to do that unless I already knew that I was getting there in a few days, but now- yeah. Definitely want to be there. Apparently my mom and Vinni went go get a Christmas tree yesterday.. or the day before or whatever. I'll tell ya the reason I can't remember...

I have this one pill called Divalproex which is now in a huge pill. I just take one a day. But before that, I had to take a bunch of little pills of it until I got the big one delivered to the pharmacy. I was looking through a pill box and a saw the little pills and took about 5. I was pretty sure it'd be WAYYYY too little, bit I'd hoped that it'd be enough to at least get me going for the day.

Turns out I had taken out Klonopin, which is a stress reliever/relaxer. I take one every once in a while. And by once in a while, I mean once in three months or so. And I here I am, and I just took five. All of Saturday was spent in bed sleeping. When I ask people if I asked them this-n-that yesterday, they say, 'No, that was two days ago'. All I remember is that I force fed dinner by Aparna and then passing out again. Oh yeah, and falling alot, because my legs were weird. Really really weird. Note to self- don't go for the green pils. Green pills=bad.

Out.